that's the song I've been singing this morning while stuck in the traffic jam for an hour or so. that also something I've been feeling lately. trying desperately to be something that I'm not. lying desperately to be acknowledge. knowing that I need to coming out of my comfort zone, but afraid to make the first step. unwilling to take the responsibilities. reluctant to fight the current, thinking it would be too bothersome. Yeah, I'm desperate, but deep down inside I know that its not hopeless. Hope so.